The conventionally prescribed methods for curing acne are just not working, you're tired, and you don't want to deal with your skin any more.
You just want it to go away and never come back.
I know exactly how you feel.
I felt the same way about six months ago: I felt like I was somehow cursed with awful skin and that was the way it was always going to be.
I felt that dermatologists and the like were lying to me, and that there was some sort of unspoken secret to getting perfect skin that nobody wanted to tell me.
I was right.
The thing is that your skin is not just a covering for your body, it's an integral part of the function of your entire self.
If your body is unhealthy, it shows up in your skin.
Acne isn't caused by overactive glands or any of that silliness: that's all a symptom, the way to cure acne for good is to fix the underlying problem that causes the condition.
Among other things, smoking and lack of exercise contribute to this.
Both of these problems decrease your body's ability to process the toxins that get thrown at it on a daily basis.
As this ability decreases, toxins build up, and your acne flares up.
Curing the problem is as simple as fixing what's wrong on the inside, and this has the added effect of making you feel a lot better, not just because your face is clearer but because you are actually healthier.